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My porn addiction and cross dressing is so bad, it has ruined every relationship and marriage I’ve ever been in. My longest partnership was five and a half years. I’ve been single and haven’t stuck my dick inside anyone or anything since 2017. I dress in women’s workout clothes or skimpy clothes a lot when I go out and masturbate about five times a day, everyday. But I don’t jerk off to masturbate. I ride my dildo for prostate stimulation because those orgasms (sissygasms) are a million times better than “regular” ones with sex or blowjobs.
I’ve always been fairly androgynous and sexually attracted to men and women equally, but as I’ve gotten older, I’ve become more gender-fluid in identity and more pansexual. I’m a 100% bottom now. I’ve also been wanting for many years to start taking hormones to grow my breasts. But only for that. I don’t want to fully transition. I just want real tits so I don’t have to wear fake ones anymore when I go out. I haven’t started them yet only because I don’t want to have to go through doctors and all the expensive tests, exams and prescriptions. So if anyone has any idea how I can obtain estrogen patches without all that, please reach out to me immediately.